♥ Tuesday, February 2, 2010
my bad.
i cant forgive what i did today.my colleague who happens to stay near my place (not exactly near, but we're in the same zone) wanted to know when i'll be knocking off from work. i told her i was about to leave cause i just finished my job. then she kinda beat around the bush, saying she felt lazy to take public transport home as it was goin to rain soon. i thought she already ended work, so i offered her to hitch a ride home with me. but she said she wanted to wait till about 6.20ish because she has to break fast and pray. at that time, it was close to 6. i was reluctant and hesistated whether to wait for her (she didnt ask me to, but i figured that as a hint). so she said, "but you are going home now right?"
I told her i think so. i didnt really feel like waiting, i was quite tired.and i didnt think it will rain.plus my dad sent someone to fetch me and he needed to go home early.i was also thinking to myself, im like the one waiting for her to finish doing her stuff and i am also the one sending her home. its not as if i have things to do in the office..and i have to wait for half an hour for her!and she needs to break her fast.
Just as I entered my car, it started pouring heavily.true enough, it ACTUALLY rained. i began to feel remorseful and took pity on my friend who had to go home in the rain. what made things worse was the rain was getting heavier.AND heavier. i felt so bad. i dont know why i cant just wait for 30 mins!!if i were her, i think i will be pissed off by such a friend. i feel like such a bitch now.i just hope she doesnt get colds from the rain.
hugged domo @1:06 AM
