♥ Friday, March 13, 2009
i feel so horrible!!!!
oh my goodness!im still down with flu and cough and this has been going for one month.hmffphh.i felt so so so sicckk now.today's the third time i went to see a doctor.and i seriously hope this is the last time.well the doc suspected that i might be having a
hupping(or harping?) cough and needed me to do a blood test on monday.oh my goodness again!im so scared of needles.huhuhu.so anyway if its proven to be that cough,she said that i may be coughing for 2 mths and no antiobiotics can actually cure that!!i felt really horrible this wk and especially today.i had to control my cough and my stomach which was aching badly this morning.i seriously don't know why but i felt like it was a diarrehoea or sth like that and i really needed to shit badly.hpmfhh.and i really cant breathe well cause my nose is blocked.i hate it.okay this is gonna be a post full of complaints!
and i have auditing presentation this coming thurs and logistics presentation the following week.okay i seriously suck at presenting and talking to alot of people.and the worst part is that im going to be the first group to present for both units!its really v
suayy man.i really hope that i wont be the first to present.and the opposite always happen to me.*sobs*im so nervous!!arghh i have stage fright.i think im gonna feel nauseous.im gonna having stomach ache and i will feel like shitting.i cant imagine what will happen this thurs.will i tremble when i talk?or stammer?or cough alot like now??arghh GOD!help me to overcome this!im really very worried that i'll do badly cause my groupmates are excellent speakers.oh my god..*sobs*and i have to read a 24-page article to prepare for my auditing speech.arghh i feel so sick now.the doc said i have a slight fever but i dont feel it.i think i'll just have to stay at home for the rest of my wkend.hmphfhh.
p.s:im really coughing badly.like and old woman.:((i have to go and rest.
hugged domo @11:50 PM
