i cant forgive what i did today.my colleague who happens to stay near my place (not exactly near, but we're in the same zone) wanted to know when i'll be knocking off from work. i told her i was about to leave cause i just finished my job. then she kinda beat around the bush, saying she felt lazy to take public transport home as it was goin to rain soon. i thought she already ended work, so i offered her to hitch a ride home with me. but she said she wanted to wait till about 6.20ish because she has to break fast and pray. at that time, it was close to 6. i was reluctant and hesistated whether to wait for her (she didnt ask me to, but i figured that as a hint). so she said, "but you are going home now right?"

I told her i think so. i didnt really feel like waiting, i was quite tired.and i didnt think it will rain.plus my dad sent someone to fetch me and he needed to go home early.i was also thinking to myself, im like the one waiting for her to finish doing her stuff and i am also the one sending her home. its not as if i have things to do in the office..and i have to wait for half an hour for her!and she needs to break her fast.

Just as I entered my car, it started pouring heavily.true enough, it ACTUALLY rained. i began to feel remorseful and took pity on my friend who had to go home in the rain. what made things worse was the rain was getting heavier.AND heavier. i felt so bad. i dont know why i cant just wait for 30 mins!!if i were her, i think i will be pissed off by such a friend. i feel like such a bitch now.i just hope she doesnt get colds from the rain.

I decided to make a blog entry before the end of year 2009. I can't believe how time flies and tomorrow is the first day of a new chapter in my life and your lives. A lot of things happen this year and they will be become memories. Some are worth remembering, some are so painful and hard to forget. Most importantly, there are lessons definitely worth learning, so that we won't repeat the same mistakes. I can't believe that it is almost half a year since I graduated from University. Now, being part of the workforce, I can't help but think of how happy and free I was as a student. There is really nothing else to worry except completing assignments and meeting deadlines. Neverthless, it's a path that everyone has to go through to become real responsible adults.

Last week, my dad had brought up his interest to take us and our relatives for a trip to Bandung. But it's such a last minute thing and in the end we couldn't get any accomodation. I wasn't sad that I could not get to go out of town for the new year, but more because it has really been a long time since I had a holiday trip. :(

Rather than mourning about that, I have listed various tasks that I want to accomplish during the year 2010:

1. To visit Korea & Thailand!!
2. Get a S'pore PR so that I can work there
3. Have a healthy lifestyle
4. Learn driving AND actually driving the car (to work)
5. Made more friends/ Get a boyfriend to escape from the boredom in my life

I shan't list too many in case I could achieve them next year. HAHA. As I am writing this, I think my composition skills and command of English are getting poorer. I find it so hard to construct sentences properly and I take a long time to phrase them. I guess I should blog more often, and read more of other people's blog. Maybe I have spoken Bahasa too often. That's all for now..it's 3 more hours till year 2010, so HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance!!!!!!!!

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I am usually quite comfortable raking about the past, but not this one. This was really a job well done by that sister of mine, HANNY DWIYANTI SETIAJI. Yes, it's the girl with the bright red cap. A few months ago (I think), she put this picture up on facebook and tagged me. At that point, it already received numerous responses and comments by her friends and our mutual friends..not about her, but of my facial expression..saying I have dracula teeth.-.- omg i totally looked so tomboyish and..I dont what to say. It's not even tomboyish coz everyone thought i was a boy and Hanny's BROTHER.so I asked her to untag me within 24 hrs if not she'll know what will happen to her!she did untag me immediately, but she decided to put that as her profile picture.Tell me lah, what difference does it make?

Oh my god! I can't believe I am having a job interview tomorrow!!!! Finally some company with the name of "Time International" is willing to spend time to interview me. This made me believe that all my resumes were actually sent. I used to think that maybe none of the companies received my emails cause they never get back to me.Yay!I am so happy but nervous at the same time. So anyway, this will be my debut blog entry after being dormant for quite a while (Since my graduation ceremony to be exact).
But I have made a "not soo good" impression to the HR girl whom I spoke to. Firstly, I didn't even know the company that I applied for! I asked her bluntly, "What is Time International?"
I hated myself for saying that but I needed to know. So I asked her if she minded sending me the address through email and she said "Huh?" But is it wrong to ask that?

So she finally decided to tell me through the phone. She told me it's at Jend. Sudirman, KAV. 60. Then a blurted, "What is KAV?" (Prounounced as KAVVING) GOSH. How stupid can I get?

Then I decided to check my email to see my sent messages. True enough, i sent that email last saturday. -.-I applied for the position of a finance staff and I was told it is a company selling branded watches. Anyway, wish me luck!!

do you think i'll miss all of melbourne when i go back to indo?? like ALL of it?

my facial complexion is seriously getting from bad to worse.im really worried cause graduation date is coming soon and i need to look good in photos.help!sleeping for more than 8 hrs each day doesnt seem to help much.and the skin area around my mouth is so dry.arghh.i still have 2 pimples in the process of disappearing, hopefully!

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